Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Wednesday....October 20th...2010

A most disappointing day today...Linda received a phone call this morning from the clinical trials coordinator telling her she has been removed from the clinical trial she was scheduled for.....a most disappointing bit of news, after having spent the last month and a half waiting for this trial and having wasted the previous 2 and a half months on Tarceva that didn't work.

Why?

Because Linda had radiation in her initial treatment.....and the folks behind the trial said that radiation damages the heart and therefore the risk of further damage would be increased and also would affect the results of the trial...and..and...

After a morning of some miscommunication, Linda's Oncologist called and apologized for the miscommunication and let her know she would start tomorrow on a chemo...specifically Docetaxel.

Linda still had the CT Scan today but all other tests were canceled.....the CT Scan will let the Oncologist know what is causing the increased coughing.

After the Scan, Linda went to the OHSU Oncology Center to get her needle insertion removed....we gave the nurse coordinator a note for the Oncologist to read so we could have a discussion tomorrow prior to the infusion of the Docetaxel.....specifically we want to know what the general prognosis looks like now.....where are we?......what are the options?......are there other trials?....etc...etc....can we get back what Linda lost over the past 4 months...etc...etc...

So now we move forward....what Linda doesn't need is a rehash of what happened today or the unfairness or an alternative treatment or whatever...she could just use some gentle words of support with a positive intention....having to explain everything or engage in a less than positive discussion is wearing on her physical condition, specifically the cough and also on her mental well being....I think most will get the picture....


Docetaxel (trade name Taxotere) is a clinically well established anti-mitotic chemotherapy medication (that is, it interferes with cell division). It is used mainly for the treatment of breast, ovarian, and non-small cell lung cancer. Docetaxel has an FDA approved claim for treatment of patients who have locally advanced, or metastatic breast or non small-cell lung cancer who have undergone anthracycline-based chemotherapy and failed to stop cancer progression or relapsed.

Administered as a one-hour infusion every three weeks generally over a ten cycle course.....

Docetaxel is of the chemotherapy drug class; taxane, and is a semi-synthetic analogue of paclitaxel (Taxol), an extract from the rare Pacific yew tree Taxus brevifolia.

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Linda, I know this is tough on you. I also believe things happen for reasons we don't understand, but all are part of a greater plan. Perhaps it is as simple as the clinical stuff would not have done as much good as the chemo you will soon start. I love you and know you will tackle this hurdle, as all others, head on.
Claudia

Anonymous said...

Linda,
Our thoughts are with you every day. Please know that we care very much about you.

Love,
Liz and Jack

Anonymous said...

Darn it... there, I got that out... now you move ahead with the chemo. We are all here for you and will be thinking of you daily. Hang in there...

Love,
Jim and Swee

Anonymous said...

Let the chemo begin! Another corner turned. Forge ahead, Linda. The Peanut Gallery sends bushes of love your way.
Marilyn

Anonymous said...

Dear Linda and Dave;
I am sorry to read that the trial will not go on, but I agree with Claudia that things happen for a reason. I have heard that there are downsides to clinical trials and perhaps you are avoiding a "downside".
BELIEVE in God's plan for you.

Love & prayers,
Ruth Ann

Anonymous said...

Linda,

Time to move forward and not look back. This is just a bump in the road. You are
always in our prayers and thoughts daily. With the peanut gallery behind you will get though this, we are always here for you.

Love, Nancy, Jim, Joe and Gene

Anonymous said...

Continue to look to the love, the good, the positive. Continue to breathe slowly and steadily, with calmness and peace. Feed your body and your soul. Ask for the support and receive the strength -- for in receiving our gifts to you, you give us a gift in return. Know that no matter where you turn, we are here -- in body and in spirit -- to take each step with you. Surrender to the love we all send to you -- the Universal love that we are channels for. Forgive yourself and leave the past behind. Focus on the now and how today you are healing. Today you are becoming whole again,renewed, refreshed. And today you are loved, and are Love.

Wrapping you in the tightest, strongest, warmest golden glow of healing love and peace and energy.

Susie

Anonymous said...

We are disappointed along with you about the trials as we know you were looking for this to be your answer. Keep looking forward and we hope the Chemo will do its work.

Mindy & Dave

Anonymous said...

Linda,
I'm thinking of you and sending lots of positive energy your way.
Nancy

Anonymous said...

Dear Linda,

We are pulling for you (along with the rest of the peanut gallery). Onward and upward!

Love,
Susan & Rick

JO said...

Hi Linda:

Sorry you didn't get in the clinical trial. I was on Taxotere and it worked good for me. However, they had to reduce the amount from 100% to 75% and then they added back 10% each month. My body just couldn't handle the full dose. Even at the reduced rate, it "did it's job." So, if you have a tough time handling it, don't be afraid to ask for a lower dose. Good luck with it. I will be thinking about you.

Love,

JO